Tuesday, September 4

Evening Song

It rained all day, a soft misty rain, gently easing the summer into the fall. I could hear the even sound of cars moving along the wet pavement as the evening emerged. Then, suddenly, a melody. As though the sun was brightly beaming - the song of an ice-cream truck drawing bees to its pollen.

Sunday, August 26

It's Sunday, past 10pm. I probably shouldn't have had that espresso at 9... 

I saw a line from one of my favourite love poems in a washroom stall today, "I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees." 


A strange sadness washed over me as I realized that I haven't felt anything resembling the sort of love that Neruda described in far too long. It's terrible. It is really just terrible. The love that evolves through friendships isn't enough. Bonding over mutual suffering as a result of the human condition just isn't enough. I want the impulsive, crazy love that often leads to nothing good. I want to feel slightly obsessed and insane. That's psychotic, right? Yes. Yes, it is. It is. Is it?

Friday, May 18

...אז לפעמים אתה חסר לי

Saturday, May 5

One of these mornings 
It won't be very long 
They will look for me 
And I'll be gone

Friday, February 17

לילות כאלה

with a suffocating absence of air 
as the candles burned 
shedding a soft, ever-fading light on our bodies
your hands and the freedom 
of your movement 
your skin on mine
and the passing hours of the deep night
brought me here
                                                 it's lighter, 
                                                                      happier 


Tuesday, February 7